TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT

 Days pass and feeling change, the great moments that never last forever. The excitement for someone new that only last for a month. The emotional up and down. Trying to  figure out how to love with out getting hurt. The impossible task of never wearing your heart on your sleeve, conditioned to always care you always end up loving or caring. That moment that you feel used and want the pain to end. As much as you claim to be heartless every decision you make have an effect on your heart. Trying to put up a front that ice runs through your vain. How do I love with out pain.  Remember without feeling pain you can never know what love is. Love and pain are one in the same and will never be separated. Build a strong tolerance for bullshit and pave a little road to your heart for that one person who really wants to go the whole way.

WHEN A CHANGE HAS BEEN MADE

WE MAKE MISTAKES AND WE DO STUPID THINGS, BUT THAN WE GROW UP AND LOOK BACK AT THEM AND WE THINK WOW, WHY DID I DO THAT. THE BEST THING ABOUT AGE IS THAT YOU GET WISER IF YOU CHOOSE TO LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND MISHAPS. YOUR TASTE IN FRIENDS, MEN, STYLE, CONVERSATION, REASON FOR LIVING CHANGES AND WITH TIME YOU START TO BECOME WHO YOU REALLY ARE. ENJOY YOUR MISTAKES TAKE THE LESSON AND APPLY IT TO YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER. THE EVOLUTION OF THE HUMAN BEING OVERTIME AND WITH AGE IS AMAZING. TAKE A MOMENT TO LOOK AT YOUR LIFE AND THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU HAVE CHANGED IN THE PAST YEAR OR TWO, IF YOU DON'T NOTICE CHANGE MAYBE YOU STILL HAVE SOME GROWING TO DO BUT WE ALL CHANGE IN TIME FOR THE BETTER OR WORST, THATS FOR YOU TO DECIDE.